My health belongs to Him

Oh no! not again
Though was not well this whole week, but God is so good to me. Been attacked by some negative words & thoughts about my health. It starts to worry me when I fainted again during my ‘hutan’ session 2days ago. Yea, was trying to catch up with my uncle & also due to lack of rest. This time was even worse than the 1st time. I took 20mins rest!! Then able to walk again…after few steps again, black out! Thank God for Uncle Steven. I’m pretty sure some of you experience it before. Good thing that he keep on rubbing my hands & keep talking to me, though I can’t see anything & hearing seems to be soft at that time. He kept rubbing my hands & asked me Q’s so that I won’t black out totally. Boy…I wanted to…wanted to just fall into his arms (physically) but in my heart, I asked God to help me to stay strong & I’ll complete this challenging journey. So I take a deep breath & exhale slowly…continuously…after that, back in action!!

Feel bad cause Uncle didn’t get to move on at his own pace. He need to accompany me. But I’m glad that he was around *smiles* Thank God I’m alright! But uncle starts to make bad comments about my health. While saying that, I cried. I feel so weak. Useless. What’s the use going exercise like this but never eat right? & I always get sick! These are the comments that tear my heart.

Lady of wisdom
I sung wonderfully though I have slight cough & sore throat. Praise God. Is the anointing. *smiles* Before that, I’m glad to attend the 2pm prayer. Whole band prayed for me & Uncle Patrick said this “Florence, you’re a lady of wisdom; God is going to pour out his creative wisdom upon you, just cast all your anxiety to Him. His anointing is upon you right now, just receive it. You gonna sing very well & you gonna sing to Him” That was so encouraging & after that, my cough just left! *happy*

Thank God I’m able to lead worship for Vision Hour too! *praise Jesus* *smiles* Truly God is good. “Jesus you are so good, There’s nothing fear, cos I’m here in your presence” Oh yah! A couple came up to me after the service over & asked:-

The Wife: “Are you the gal that was worship leading just now?”
Me: “Err…yah”
The wife:”You got such a cute sweet voice”
Me: “Oh…thank you *smiles* actually I’m having sore throat.
The husband: Wow, amazing! If totally heal, must be even sweeter.
Me: “Errr…ahahhahaha…praise God la like that.
Together: *laughs*

So encouraging *smiles*

Healing Service
Though I skipped the Holy Communion because granny was ill too, but God spoke to me during 1st service up on praise team. “I’m gonna make you strong, you’ve got strong heart that I’m please at. I’m gonna heal you, your health belongs to me, I’m healing you emotionally as well, do you remember the Cross? Look at it.” As I focus on it, something tells me the reason Christ die for us. He died for my sickness so that I can live & have healthy life. Totally amazing. Never regret to be up there. My usual place where God minister to me *smiles*

Climbing mountain!
Will be going to Sg.Lembing, Kuantan this weekend!... too bad bro & dad can’t join us due to work. *sad* but at least will get to bonding with mom! *smiles* celebrate mother’s day in advance.

Will be eating lotsa food! Food Galore!... & of cos our main objective is to climb the mountain of Sg. Lembing to watch sunrise!...*exciting* We need to wake up 4am & start our journey. Well, is the 1st training before mount Kinabalu. What ever happened 2days ago, it'll not discourage me. I will not faint again this time! Keke… pls pray for me also la. *smiles*

Welcome back Lyd!!...Thanks for the Cherry Ripe! Love it! Can’t enjoy it yet, still coughing. Denise was around this week, but too bad everyone is so occupied *sad*