Blessing - can't contain it :)

So blessed...can't express how glad i am now. Since i accepted Christ, i've been telling God what i want in life.

1) To own a business, particularly something related to what I involve now.
2) To own at least a property - of cos the more the better.
3) To bring/bless my parents tickets to where they wish to go.
4) Have a nice set of teeth - which what i'm doing now.
5) Lastly - to have a God fearing boyfriend/husband.

Still working on item 1, which i got a contact that might help, 2 and 3 kinda hard for now, but still gotta make room for it. Last item, God answered half of it. *lol*...not my husband yet. But i'd say, he surprise me. The things that he speaks towards me, the situation, himself and others, it is just encouraging. *smiles*... Sometimes i feel ashamed for being so many years as a christian and yet there are times, hardly run to God when we're stress. Instead let it out on those who close to me. *haih* sad isn't it?

I'm glad...glad to have him always, without fail, words of encouragement that he gave, the support and prayers that he gave. Just that day, i was having bad mood in the morning. As usual, he'll be my target. Instead of being defensive, he shared what he did that morning while preparing to go to work. He prayed, pray in tongues. He advice me to do the same. After that, i went to client's office and while driving, sing in tongues... very encouraging. Instead of mumbling about going all the way to jln. sg besi, i follow his advice. God is so so good. The traffic was good! better than what i expected.

Without fail, he direct me to God. without fail he is always there. Of cos, he is not my god. Jesus will still be my groom no matter what. I'm just very glad to have Lion.

So item no. 5, 50% fulfilled. half more to go *winks*... "Thank you Jesus, You have grant my half desire, well, almost...thank you for that man who has a fearful heart for You, who loves you."

A good holiday & good blessings

Raya holiday was good *smiles*... i get to relax while updating my cv & while doing that, i get to watch a movie & relax & relax & relax....hahahhahaha... go watch Mama Mia... *thumbs up*, if u like musical... glad i had accompany to watch with, i was kinda upset the last time cos didn't get to watch Hair Spray. hehehe... & it is true, not every guy likes to watch musical show/movie...they'll ZZZzzzZZZzzz... hahahhaa...

Unexpected blessings... each time i look at my current situation, i'll tell myself the unexpected belssing is coming, is chasing after me!... then it really happen!..though is not something big, but i appreciate God for it. 1stly, i was blessed with a free leave on the 3rd Oct. Boss declare off on that friday!...yay! so happy, i got a total of 5 resting days. 2ndly, I got to watch movie that i like, musical, 3rdly, a friend approached me to design her new condo...(great opportunity to express my gifted talent), next... ca$h flow in from unexpected occasion, though not much, but better than nothing, next...people bless me 'makan'... really thankful & lastly, money drop from heaven!!...jus yesterday, while walking towards my car, i look down so that i wun wet my shoe (after heavy rain), i saw a wet RM10 note!!!!... amazing rite??... *cheh...red not only ma, RM10 only ma... not rm100 note also...*...but how often we get this kinda situation?...so i very thankful...

It's monday, the more we need to be thankful... :p

Thankful...*unspeakable Joy*

Waaoooooo!!...Sound the Jubilee!!...beginning of the year God helped me to sound it already.. *smiles*...so many things i wanted to give thanks for...*which 1 come 1st?*....same la...

I want to thank God for:-

Good bonuses
Though my heart desire is to get at least 2months but He has supplied more than enough for me. I've learn in Kingdom Winning Attitudes that God bless us in many ways, different things, different amount, different time & etc... What ever i've received, its more than enough *smiles*...

Increment!! YAY!!
Finally i got a proper increment... the 1st year, i got 100bucks as increment, 2nd year is worse!! 50bucks!!....*SIGH*...but the favor of God is steadfast and of cos i never stop proclaiming His great promises. 20% increment...to some people it might be small amount, but what ever God bless, appreciate it & never complain its too small, less or less interesting. Apa lagi tunggu??...20% will be my 1st fruit to the MAN!......of God...hahahahhaaaa..

Promotion
Not yet....but it definitely will be a good promotion in the future. Where i'll skip 2 positions & to the managerial position. AMEN! to that 1st...

His new calling
I have the passion in design, but my strength is more on manage the design team rather just sit down & crack head. Really praise God that my boss & superior realized my strength & took me out from my comfort zone & now, my scope of work, will be different from the rest, more into documentation, calculation (hmmmm..MATH!!! *scary*), meeting clients & suppliers, design schedules, manage design, design administration, marketing exposure (if can)...my work load added but position is still the same...*proclaiming for a position*

A brand NEW CARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!
yup!!...*PRAISE GOD*...i manage to sold my Hyunnie for 15k *miss*... I'm so blessed, so much!!... 15k as down payment of my brand new Myvi... *kekekeke*... on top of that, dad bless me (top up) another 5k to ease my burden. What can i say?...in tears I told him that i'm so thankful but would like to pay dad back bit by bit... Dad said, it'll be a gift from mom as well, & it is a new year gift. 'Oh Lord, i'm speechless, i'm so thankful, so blessed, so happy, so love them'... I never want to use parents $, as it is time for me to bless them as appreciation for what they have sown into me. It is quite an embarrass thing to use their $... Embarrass even to ask!!... but i guess, God knows my burden in paying the bank every month. *smiles*... I even thank dad for letting me drive his Hyundai for 10years & that 15k down payment, to have a sporty car to drive, its a BLESSING. God really work things out in James Bond timing for getting the loan approve & others confirmation...i really practice faith then...now..
Loan is approved, down payment settled, car number plate settled, and NOW!!..is the arrival of my new car!! *smiles*

Brand new year of Jubilee its not too bad at all!! *smiles* great start...can't wait for more great blessings...I'm so embarrass!!...of my blessing...*laughs*

GreAAAT plans

Blessed New Year to all readers & bloggers *smiles* This year is the year to Sound the Jubilee, where new beginnings will take place, more & more blessing & greAAAt restoration & abundance *smiles*

This year will be my serious year, not wedding la!! well, lotsa investment & financial adjustment to do. Lotsa heart desires.

To save more.
~ Yup & also to give more into His kingdom :)

Fix my car.
~ I’m so blessed to have a car. I’ve been driving my Hyunnie since I was in college (1999). Thank God for a powerful car. Hyunnie is 11 years old & started to have problems. There are few things that I need to get it fix, water pump, time to change the timing belt, air con checking (still no air cond) & recently, my radio ‘kong’… (-__-)… my antenna broke into half samore!!....*sigh*…*talking about girls taking care about cars* *sigh*… now I’m driving Hyunnie, without radio (you will definitely see me w/ iPod) & most important of all, w/out AIR COND!!... And adding to it, I have to refill my spare tank each time before I start my car!..cos of the leakage (water pump)…’girls, complicated??...tell me about it, I just learnt all these terms’

~ So, dad suggested that I should consider to sell Hyunnie & to get a new car. I agree but there will be a lot of adjustment to do first & I thank God 1^st for increment! *smiles*

Enterprise
~ Planning to set up my own enterprise, my own id company. It’ll be a lot easier for me to approach suppliers & contractors. Which mean also there will be lotsa, exhibitions to visit & more & more exposure! *exciting*

Source for more freelances
~ Yup, hope to get more clients & get myself busy again. It’s been a relaxing 2007, so hopefully, can get more jobs this year, of cos with the help from my Provider *winks* minimum effort with MAXimum results.

Traveling
~ Hopefully I get to travel again this year. To get expose with different culture, philosophy & design. Of cos, would like to have relaxed time for myself. Can’t be just work & no rest. *kekeke*…

Braces
~ *hehehehehehhe*… yea… have not been fulfilling it since I was 14. Most of you know, I don’t have perfect set of teeth & a lot of people asked why I don’t do it when during younger days. Well, I submitted my name to the government dental & unfortunately, I wasn’t call. *that was a good relief for me* who likes to go to see dentist??? I had a bad experience with dentist. Grandparents took care of our health during our time (young age)…they just ‘love’ to bring me & bro to see dentist for no reason!!... hence few tooth were ‘plucked’ results is, crooked!!!... Each time I smile, I feel embarrass!... would love to get it fix but THE PAIN haunts me. I shared how I feel with my parents yesterday, and then dad asked,

Dad: How much is it to do braces?

Me: I’ve asked around, it is not like last time which cost, RM2,000+, now it cost RM4,000+. But government can do cheaper, RM500+.

Dad: Don’t go for government. Have to Q-up. No point.

Dad: Ok, mommy & I will sponsor you RM1,000 each. So you have RM2k from us to pay the deposit. The rest you can take your time to pay the dentist.

Me: *speechless*

I really don’t know what to say. I almost cry inside. Dad said, he felt sorry for not taking care of us when we were young. Mom agreed. My granny disagree (-_____-)….she commented. ‘now only do? For what??? You gonna be wearing those metal for 2-3years, for 2-3 years you will not have any boys to come near you, no need la, waste $$$$’… but she just don’t understand me *sigh*… well, I want to fix my teeth & also to get a new car. So which comes 1^st??...*seeking the lord*

I hope I will be able to accomplish what mentioned above. By His grace, timing & strength. Plans belongs to men but the final outcome is from the Lord.

I'M JUST VERY BLESSED! *happy*

Blessing! blessing!..truly I'm blessed

VBS was awesome!!...it was a heart melting night for me to see all the children performed on the stage. They did so well in such a short time!... *well done!*...& the best thing is, those children will be doing it again for Christmas Eve service!!...*YAY*... *smiles*...love those adorable little ones *smiles*

So fast!!.. is the end of 2007... it's been a great year... many ups & downs but most important of all, God has blessed me with His supernatural unconditional blessings. It's time for me to count my blessings *smiles*

I thank God for:-
~ Family - the strong bonding between one another & i can't wait for Acts 16:31
~ New watch by dad
~ Finally i own a laptop, tho is 2nd hand (dad used it), but truly very blessed, no need to use my own $ ma... *bleh*
~ Had a memorable 27th birthday. Really thank God for care members who is so caring, 'u guys manage to fulfill my wish list hahahaha..almost' & thank you for those who plan a birthday event for me *smiles*
~ free trip to Bangkok, tho its was a business trip, but i learnt alot! now i know where to shop for house hold items *winks*
~ Incoming freelance... God blesses me with lotsa freelance jobs but i just have no time to allocate them. So he helped me to choose the right & profitable freelance.
~ Friendship. I can't describe what to write but a big THANK YOU to those of you who has helped me throughout our friendship. You have been a great listener & adviser, ur just truly God's angel & my angel *smiles*
~ MILO!!...i'm not forgetting her! my precious daughther...*smiles*... naughty, sneaky, abit of disobedient but she makes me laugh... she is the angel that brings my family closer to one another. *smiles*... God uses animal too..Thank you lord for Milo
~ He is my strength & confidence. Yes...Jesus... without Him, I won't be able to dealt with my insecurity & nervousness.
~ Given a chance to serve in the C.H.A.M.P.S!
~ Thank God for music ministry!
~ Thank God for supplying me with 2 months bonus!! (proclaim it 1st)
~ Most thankful of all, for his protection & his healing power in me.

Have you count your blessing?.. hehehe...