2 weeks ago, i was so excited about what Ps. Joshua's has taught us.. God can use our imperfect situation & He can turn it for good!... now, i'm facing a very down situation here... everything seems so negative. Not that i wanted to but my flesh tells me that i can no longer stay in this way. I need to move on... really tough...
My flesh tells me that i'm no longer in favor
My flesh tells me that everybody is better than me
My flesh tells me that i'm silly & doink!
argghh.... OK STOP IT!....*self-pity*
Next month i'll start wearing braces. Things will never be the same again. Even now i hardly can chew or bite...irritating separators! I just remembered that my birthday is in Sept... *bumbed* i can't even sense its coming, really busy... thought of 'installing' braces after it but then, i don't wanna hold it any longer...'no time, no time'...
Why is it so many ppl using the Hp that i desire??... argh!!... since Lion asked me to pray about it, OK! i will!!.. God is my provider... :p
Haih...i feel so lost now...all i can see is the blur picture of my future... Lord ar....help!