Know or not to know? Ask or not to ask?

Is so annoying sometimes…how come others get the latest updates about something and I don’t?? Is either I’m the last to know or I know nothing at all!!… it is so so annoying!!... My friend use to tell me this, ‘there are things better not to know then trying to find out what it is’. Well I just can’t!!... Not too say I can’t stand to be the last to know or I’m a busybody person…sometimes in certain situation you are so care for them & wanted to know what their status is, but you don’t get the latest updates from the main person but thru others. Sigh…You ask & you care but still no updates??...

Funny. Sometimes people can just come up to you & ask things that you’re not even aware of it. All I can say is “Oh, really?? I didn’t know that. Nobody tell me anything” or “ Oh izit??..i don’t know ler…you better ask him/her”. Then anger will overwhelm me. Sigh…I guess my friend was right ‘there are things better not to know then trying to find out what it is’.

Now I’m just on the fence…not to say I want it really badly to know or don’t bother at all. If it gets to my ears I just listen, watch & pray…if it doesn’t, then never mind. Sigh… I don't want to demand/expect anything.

Nope no more anger de..i'm not the angry type...*big smile*