the BIG 7th of May :)

Exactly 1 year from now, I'll be married to the lion :) i was so excited yesterday & today... but the excitement doesn't hold long, cos my mouth pain due to the braces *sad*..

On the night that he propose, i did alot of thinking.. thinking that I will leave my family for good to stay with my husband. To join a new family which i don't have any personal touch before. The feeling of 'missing mom & dad' really overwhelming.. plus, I WILL miss very deary is my Milo & Winter. I won't be able to cuddle them anymore. Unless i go back of course. Dad say 'tell wei shin, is a package, he wana marry my daughter, he gotta take Milo+Winter along.' *lol*.. as much as i want it, i don't think i can. *bleh*

I think i'll be REALLY excited about the wedding on the day i get to take out my braces *big smile*.. *cross fingers* 'thank you Lord..'

Updates!!

I don't know where to begin my updates.. hmm..
Start with my Milo.. she became totally opposite what a Jack Russel should be a month ago. None of us know what had happen to her. She became moody, flat ears, no appetite and shivering the whole time. Did blood test & other muscle test, she seems fine. But recently, her neck got real stiff as if she's got muscle cramp. Her entire upper body is so stiff..she can't relax herself. Her barking also have changed too!..she sounded like an old dog barking. :( yesterday nite she was zzz by my side. I was awaken by her *pity sighing*.. i pat her & ask, 'what's wrong, Milo?'...doze off..then again she make the same sound..i massaged her neck, but there's no sign of pain.. but her neck now have gotten swollen a little.. OH NO!.. the last time Junior died because of some tumor in the neck. I gotta take her to the hospital.
I just had 2 mini screws in my jaw bone..the anesthetic make me go *weeeehoooooowaaaaahoooo* the whole time.. i'm tired, weak, blur, sleepy eyes, headache & lose appetite. Dr. Lee say i should postpone my pre wedding shoot nearest to my wedding date to have a good result. He said the screw treatment for the front teeth at least take 6 mths. Well, counting from yesterday, til the agreed photoshooting day, it will be 5mths..

I HATE THIS!!

Dr. Lee : You better make it next year lar, your photoshooting..

Me: Huh?? cannot...oredi set..

Dr. Lee: Need at least 6mths to set nicely lar your teeth..

Me: Nevermind, i pray to my God, that He'll speed up the process. It will take less than 5 mths..

His trainee (tudung gal) stare at me..

Dr. Lee: In my experience, is 6 months..

In my heart: YOUR ANSWER IS NOT FINAL..if He can grant my desire which all my teeth can get straight within 6 mths..i don't see why He can't grant my next desire this time. Amen!.. He is a God of miracle!

So....yah...5 more mths... of course i need to be prepare for the 'what if'...but that's not important..What's important is, I keep praising Him.. *smiles*..*ouch* smile oso i rasa sakit adi now..

Finally!! parents agree with us on having our wedding reception in Concorde Hotel Shah Alam. Mom came back last week & she was so excited about it. Actually she wasn't really..until we had dinner on sat. Cos wei shin would like to buy her & popo dinner to celebrate mom's day. When we talk about the wedding, she got over excited.. she called up all the aunties & uncles (dad's side) for a meeting on sunday afternoon. *lol*..

Next month, when she comes back, it will be the 'keng char toi' session... it simply means 'tai chan'.. my parents meeting up with his.. *scary*..

God is in control

Disappointed. We didn't get to go to bangkok this month..but good news is, we get to postpone the trip. *yay*... as i was packing, i was all ready to go..the excitement of packing to go for a holiday was so overwhelm, even though the situation in bangkok kinda bad. Oh well, better be safe than sorry..

I guess is a blessing in disguise.. didn't get to go to bangkok so that i can be with dad during his toughest time. I got an early sms from his this morning, saying "Our office & warehouse got burnt down... suffer total lost" i was shocked to see the sms. Tried calling him, but it went to voicemail. Called cousin, since he's dad's staff. According to him, it was seriously total lost.. *sad* it was all over the news on tv & worse still the media mentioned the company's name.

I really don't what to do.. what to do to cheer him up?..i guess i don't have to do anything..hope my presence will make him feel better. His not at home, busy running around with the rest of the directors to make report,insurance claim & a temporary office.

I pray...pray for favor with the involves party, insurance company, police & people who can rent a place for them to continue their operation.

I don't dare to ask alot..not just me, the whole family don't dare to ask alot about the accident. Was it an accident? Dad is a man with few words... when he is in good mood, he'll started to make lame jokes, laugh at watever he thinks is funny, making fun of certain things..but when got things bother him, he's QUIET.... very quiet.. that's when you don't want to ask him anything..better don't..we jus communicate via sms...

I believe, the greatest the lost is, the greater God's opportunity is. It will be a better operation company & a bigger warehouse with better machinery. *amen*.. Nothing is impossible for God. He is always in control.

Colors selection & booking a date for photoshoot

I was just thinking about the color concept for the wedding. Actually, I already short-listed few colors last month. But then, it might not match the deco setting in the hotel. They're restricted to certain colors for the ribbons, deco, flower stands & etc.. I need to work some magic on it!! Lotsa home work to do..These will be the range of colors...now i just need to pick some.

Yesterday, I called up Redbliss. Want to speak to Jojo, our wedding consultant. A lady spoke to me with a frustrated manner. "yessssssssss, what are you inquire for?, Jojo? she's not free at the moment, you can speak to me... Yessssssssssss, i'm the boss here, my name is Alice......Nooooooo, you can't come on sat to do gaun fitting, photoshoot & picture selectiong. Why you need to do photoshoot in sept/oct? why so early?...u can do it in Dec/Jan..." then there are some parts i don't quite understand and she goes 'huh? u don't understand isit?, ok, i explain further...(she explain), ok or not?? now you understand or not?, go back ask your husband discuss with him when the actual day you need to do photoshoot'....BUT I ALREADY TOLD HER I WANT IT TO BE DONE IN OCT!!...'i already say no need so early..later can'

BLOODY !@#$%^^&**&^%$#@!

Today i called up again to try to get Jojo, a lady picked up, she's rather nice, better than the boss..her name is Christine/ Catherine, forgot!... she's nice.. saying that no need to make appointment with Jojo on sat. Walk-in & book the photo shoot day doesn't take that long.

The staff is even have good PR than the boss... what da! i really pray for God's favor this weekend, so that we can book the dates. LOCK-IN the dates..

To go or not to go? Do i have a choice?

Next week is our bangkok trip 21st - 25th april.. I'll be leaving 2 days earlier for business trip.. YEA! i know what is going on in bkk... heard alot of bad feedbacks from the tv & radio. Also heard good news that it wasn't that serious. The last i heard, there was a demonstration outside the Holiday Inn in Ploenchit Road, where we suppose to stay the first 2 days & shopping malls were closed at that time for days. These few days, we've been keeping in touch with the Thai embassy & we hope for the best.

I was looking forward into this trip, after 2days of business trip, i'm suppose to join the rest for our own holiday. I'm sure their parents & family also worried & questioned their decision to go. *Wshin, Angie, Tai lou & Peter, is ok if you guys decided not to go Bkk, i truly understand* In my case, i got no choice. My boss want to sacrifice our life to go..& he kept saying, 'that the situation will be fine'. such a positive person.. :S. I really pray hard for God's protection to be upon the team & my friends.. I pray that our trip will be a fruitful & fun..hope that i don't miss out anything & manage to courier back the stuff.. It will be adventurous for me because i'll be leading 3 blind mice (my junior designers).. well not to say i'm familiar with the area, at least..i can still remember abit. Please pray for me yah! so that i don't get sesat in bkk..I love adventure!! i wish i can go to bkk all by myself..checking in, boarding, check out going through custom. Well, without any hiccups of course.

The lion is so sweet :) he told me this 'if you have to go bkk at this time of riot & demo in bkk, I'll go too..meet you there on the 21st..up to the rest whether they wana go or not, but I'll be going to meet u there, don't want you to spend a week there alone.'... sweeeeeeeeeeeeet lion :D *feel loved* I never thought of this kinda decision. I thought if the situation got worse, i'll inform the rest not to come to bkk..(that's included my lion). this what i call, out of love.. :)

Lord, the decision is Yours..You have the final answer & no matter what the decision is, I know You'll be with me no matter where i am. I need You lord, to lead me.

Lovely dress for the ROM

Yesterday went to Hartamas Shopping Mall to jalan jalan..actually more like want to scout for wedding mag to stir up the excitement in me *lol*

Before i pass by the book stall, i thought of seeing some dresses, (just for fun, since i don't always shop for wedding dresses). They displayed 40% sales on bridesmaid dresses.. *lovely* well not all are *lovely*.. the long dress % are from 30%.. which i think is not bad at all..

So i saw this dress & i love how it sparkles.. that caught my eyes instantly.. so i went to try it out..it looks lovely!!... it fits nicely on the waist & need a little alteration to do.

Nice Duchess Satin Dress... (Geri, i hope this is what you mean..kekeke)

Love the detail..these caught my attention *sweet heart*

So how much?? RM248 after 40% rm148!!... i've decided to wear this on my ROM.. such a great deal, i don't want to miss it & if i do, i'll be ended up blaming.. haih.. Nice or not?? :)

Bangkok trip & BIG+BIH 2010 fair

Bangkok trip is coming.. *excited* can't imagine all the shopping..*evil laugh* *boohoo*... but i think the main priority will be for the wedding.. need to sit down with May Ee, what to get.

Our trip is from 21st-25th this month. And i've been schedule to go 2days in advance to shop for the upcoming showunit in kajang. *YES!!* we'll be goin to the BIG+BIH 2010 fair. *love it* though we'll be looking for some stuff for the showunit, it'll be a good opportunity for me to 'look see look see' stuff for the wedding. *hehehe*

They have alot of things for the export business.. i just love bangkok!.. Here are some sneak peak of last few years fair:

Wooden deco

Ceramic Deco

Toys!!

Accessories..every gals favorite
Leather!! the smell of the leather!...*high* already..hahaha..This is good for souvenir

C'mon is FUN! not a stress.. wedding planning is FUN!

So many things to take in to consideration *haih*... my mind constantly think about the wedding.. we confirmed the bridal house so far..we signed up a week after our engagement! *muahahaha*.. well, at least that part solved.

NOW! is the venue... :( w.shin & i wanted Sime Darby Convention Centre. Though we got alot options, but we still prefer SDCC. Too bad it was booked on the 8th May 2011 :( OH YAH!! it will be on the 7th & 8th of May 2011, everyone! :p Found Concorde Hotel Shah Alam, quite affordable.. & few others club house. I have no idea about Concorde. To me, is like a hotel operates by 'mah chans'.. imagine, they prepare chinese food! Don't know how 'good' it will taste like :S i got a bad feeling about it. He said, no harm trying. Ok lor.. Dad commented that the place a little far for the family. Which i think so too..knowing all the aunties, sure complain. (-__-)

I wish (HOPE) money really drop from heaven now. Whatever our parents contribute (more like his parents), we're giving back to them, after the wedding. Feels bad to use their $. We need to be wise in planning & spending. We're still putting our honeymoon as priority, that's for sure..

Another item that stress me out is looking for photographers for actual day.. *haih*.. the price is so so pricey.. told w.shin, that we don't want sucky pics..we want good photographs.. so might need to spend on this area a little more.

Just engaged with a make-up artist for the actual day. Marcus, our family friend offers me quite a good deal for 2 days event.. *everything included* at least this item can strike out from the list.

May Ee & i are looking into handmade deco for the wedding. *excited* i can't wait to team up with her again for doing the deco. With all the contacts that she got, hopefully we can save abit on deco. *smiles*

I was discourage the other day after spoken to my friend on the phone. From a 'friendly long time no see' conversation to an 'awkward stressful & defensive' conversation. I'm so disappointed at her for not being understanding what i'm trying to explain. She kept saying that 'it is a must to move out, when you're married'.. i told her, if i got the $ now, who doesn't want?... everything will be by my own...oh well, yea.. i don't even want to blog further about this. I just need an understanding heart. That's all i need. Anyways, Our 'dream house' shall start after the wedding!! *excited* :D do 1 thing @ 1 time..

Wedding planning suppose to be FUN!! that's how i remind myself every time i stress. What's so stress??, if you got limited budget, then you'll know..is like designing million dolars worth of a house using cheap stuff.. *opps* i got into my work again..

Geri, i wana thank you for all the information. Really appreciate your help :) thank you for making us feel part of what you're doing. Really exciting! hehehe...

what's next????

VENUE & ACTUAL DAY PHOTOGRAPHERS!

Bye Bye Akuzawa...

ALL THE BEST, TADASHI SAN!




It could be my last time seeing Akuzawa Tadashi. My intern just left us. It was fun working with him. A very unique personality & he said alot of kind & generous words towards you. You need this kinda people around always to lift you up. I wish him the best in the future.

I did some home work these few days, prepared a rough guest list, sourcing restaurants & hotels in PJ& Subang. Just only i spoke to 2 wedding photographers. Daren Chong & William.G (My Wedding Photography) Both gave different advices but my heart goes to Daren. Can't decide on anything now until i get Daren's quote. Meanwhile, William's quote is quite pricey.. (with all his winning certs advertise) *no wonder* I'm still waiting for Jon to get back to me. *haih*

Called up Eastin Hotel, Sunway, One World, PJ Hilton & Saujana (Hyatt) too.. will get their quote by tomorrow. I've done my homework on the Restaurants. Oriental Pavillion & Grand Imperial. Both serve non halal *HAIH*..

Home work to be continue tomorrow. Back to work now. *haih*

Wedding check list

My 'soon to be' sister-in grace sent me this:-

WEDDING CHECK LIST
18 Months Before

1. Set wedding date. Have a standby dates ready. ~ done
2. Determine your wedding style and budget. ~ style/color concept: done, budget? budget? No budget...wahahahhaa! *bleh*
3. Get recommendations for wedding sites and service providers. Start scouting around for locations and attend wedding shows. ~ in progress
4. Book venue. Some months are particularly popular, eg August to January, so you'd need to book early.
5. Begin a diet/exercise regime and start getting into shape. ~ yup, need to tone up
6. Start a folder with sections for dresses, suits, flowers, etc to file away ideas. Make a checklist and check off as items get done.
7. Start reading bridal magazines, and check out bridal salons. ~ in progress

12 Months Before

1. Book a wedding planner if you need/want help. ~ no need, DIY with friends & family
2. Shop for your wedding bands.
3. Select your bridal party attendants, bridesmaids, etc. Assign them their duties.~ haih.. *headaches*
4. Shop for florists, makeup artists, planners, favours, etc.
5. Settle your wedding stationery design if yours is custom made.

9 Months Before

1. Book wedding date with ROM, church or the Justice of Peace.
2. Confirm venue if you haven't done so. Discuss menu.
3. Buy wedding bands.
4. Organise your entertainment. Ask for vendors' quotes and plan your music selection.
5. Confirm salon, dresses and suits. Book hair and make-up.
6. Shop for bridesmaids' and groomsmen's outfits, and your accessories such as heels and jewellery.
7. Compile the guest list with your fiance and parents.~a rough guest list
8. Enquire about wedding car rentals.
9. If you have a church ceremony, plan the programme and get quotations from vendors.

6 Months Before

1. Confirm all vendors for music, invitations, flowers, etc. They can begin work.
2. Reserve room for overseas guests.
3. Confirm menus and liquor.

3 Months Before

1. Finalise guest list and start planning seating arrangements.
2. Confirm transportation for yourself and out-of-town guests.
3. Send reminders for venues and solemnisation officiant.
4. Research and book photography/ videography packages.~in progress no need to wait til 3mths before :p
5. Confirm all wedding decor ideas, bouquets, centrepieces.
6. Send out invitations for out-of-town guests.
7. Discuss different looks with hair and make-up people and go for trial runs. Confirm looks.

2 Months Before

1. Send out local invitations.
2. Confirm that out-of-town guests have received invitations and settled accommodation details.
3. Choose thank-you gifts for attendants.
4. Organise seating arrangements.

1 Month Before

1. Chase late RSVPs, finalise guest list and seating arrangements.
2. Confirm that your gowns and your bridemaids' will be ready on time.
3. Prepare fees or hong bao where applicable, eg for officiant, and your "sisters" and "brothers".
4. Start breaking in your shoes so they won't pinch on the day.
5. Fix a date for a church rehearsal (if you're having a church ceremony) two weeks before the wedding. Notify attendants.
6. Confirm all other arrangements that have not been finalised.

2 Weeks To Go

1. Have your church rehearsal or run through the day's duties with attendants.
2. Collect dresses.
3. Enjoy your Hen and Stag dos.
4. Arrange for bridal flowers to be sent to your home early on the day.

1 Week To Go

1. Finalise all minor arrangements that haven't been done, eg, Has your partner passed the rings to the best man?
2. Arrange for a bridesmaid to accompany and help you on the day - this takes the stress off you.
3. Give all payments to the best man; leave him to pay the respective people.
4. See if you and your fiance can get away for a day spa - pamper yourselves with a few luxurious treatments.
5. Rest and relax so you'll both great on your big day.

On That Day

1. Let your chief bridesmaid or planner take charge of everything, which includes reminding the other attendants of their duties.
2. Relax and enjoy your wedding day!

So sweet of her, i got alot of people telling me what to do, but i don't anything which is in written. *smiles*. Now my the other sister-in grace also planning her wedding this year too. I wonder how is she doing now.

The 19.03.2010 of my life :)

Waaaaaaaaaaaooooooooohhhh! It's been so loooong!.. & i almost forgot my password! :p I'm excited to blog. YEA! recently I just accepted the proposal from my lion :) hehehe, & also i already got a fan! who wants to read & share my joy. hahaha! *jeng jeng jeng* GERI!! thanks so much for all the support & info. hehehe..

Alright..*inhale*.....*tahan*.... *exhale*...On the 19.03.2010...my lion proposed to me...It was like any other ordinary day to me. Just like a normal gathering with some friends. But it wasn't an ordinary venue to have dinner though O_o *lol* anyways, i didn't suspect anything at all! But sometimes, my *the other flo* in me can somehow think 'wow! romantic place, what if he propose? shall i hint at him that this is a nice place?'...*lol*, i do get alot of this questions sometimes from *the other flo*...hahhaha! now she's gone! cos, I'M ALREADY ENGAGED!

HAHA...Anyways, I asked him a day before, would it be expensive? & I don't really wanna spend so much. He said it was alright, a person around 20/30bucks?.. alright, but that night, i was staring & reading the menu for a long time, cos what he mentioned is almost double up!.. Francis jokingly said,'i think you can memorize the menu already'.. So we had our food, desert.. & before that everyone starts snapping pictures.. i mean only Sue & Geri.. THAT also i don't suspect anything. I even took out mine & snap some..

The most SWEEEEEEETTTEESSTT 'dessert' took place after he called the bill. The bill arrived & it was place on the table. 'How come nobody attended to it?' i asked, he asked to check it. 'huh? i check the bill??' When i open it, i don't see any bill, you know how receipt look like, there's none except for a piece of paper with big words on it & i thought it was just a recycle paper..WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS I THINKING AT THAT TIME??.. too much recycling everyday in the office ler!..I hand it over to him..& said 'nothing also'..'check again lar' he said...

When i open it again, I saw it. It became very sharp to me, The front note written 'WILL YOU MARRY ME?' i can't believe it!.. hand it back to him again & said 'Lei mou wan ngo lar' means, You don't kidding me.. He got down his knees, showed me the ring, & he asked 'flo, will you marry me?'.........................................................................

*SILENT*

*i'm already tearing while blogging this* *ahem*....*joy*...





I was in a shock...laughing, looking at everyone, duno what to say... 'will you answer me? is embarrassing, when everyone is looking' he said. Awww... *smiles* and i said 'YESSSS'... It was the joy-est moment at that time.. Here are some pics... *smiles*

Saw the slip oredi! :)

He's going down on his knees!!

Still can't believe it *smiles* he knelt down adi!

YESSSS! dear! Yessss!

Come to me, *hugs* You did it Chong Wei Shin! :)

We're engaged...
It wouldn't be that FUN without all these God's angels.. thx you guys!

Dec Updates

Whao!! Its been a looooooooooooooooonnnggg time since i blog..

Guess nobody reading also..hahhaa..everytime come to this blog, same old post.. :p hahahhaa

Oh well, been very busy nowadays..

~My director left the company leaving us all working like a crab...

~Year end, everyone is rushing for Christmas, New Year & Chinese New Year...

~My colleague, Candy got married recently, what a privilege to be her bridesmaid. I'm a good bridesmaid, cos i make sure they feel comfy the hold time, & i'll be their extended help & hand. *cheh cheh*...

~Jack+Steph just got married recently TOO!... so happy for them, finally after 9 YEARS of courtship :S God is good *smiles*

~We just started our Choir practice for Chirstmas like last 2 week ago. Busy...good thing all old songs, but i kinda forgot the timing & the tune. We got lotsa new choir members this Christmas. *yay* hopefully they'll join permanently.

~Uncle Danny recently discharged from hospital. His battle with Pancrease tumor has finally over!!..God is so good! I'm so glad.. I'm so touched to see their family dwell together so tightly at the time of difficulty. Even Uncle Danny say, that it was the family support & prayers. I'm so so touched...well, why should i, when i don't have any blood related to them. Well, Geraldine & Kelvin has brought myself & weishin to their family way long time ago. Didn't realize our friendship can flourish til with their family as well. I feel we're part of it. Though, we're still the 'outsider' in other area related to their family matters. Anyways, tomorrow will be my first trip to Cameron Highland with them & their family. (thanks sis & bro for this great opportunity, you guys had a great family bonding)

~Is December!! I'm waiting for my supernatural bonus & increment!! we're so busy, sometimes i think my boss purposely forget bout it. (-_-) haih... nevermind..Thank you Jesus! Reward comes from You & I trust in You. *smiles*

I'll be off tomorrow til Sun! yay!!

Blessing - can't contain it :)

So blessed...can't express how glad i am now. Since i accepted Christ, i've been telling God what i want in life.

1) To own a business, particularly something related to what I involve now.
2) To own at least a property - of cos the more the better.
3) To bring/bless my parents tickets to where they wish to go.
4) Have a nice set of teeth - which what i'm doing now.
5) Lastly - to have a God fearing boyfriend/husband.

Still working on item 1, which i got a contact that might help, 2 and 3 kinda hard for now, but still gotta make room for it. Last item, God answered half of it. *lol*...not my husband yet. But i'd say, he surprise me. The things that he speaks towards me, the situation, himself and others, it is just encouraging. *smiles*... Sometimes i feel ashamed for being so many years as a christian and yet there are times, hardly run to God when we're stress. Instead let it out on those who close to me. *haih* sad isn't it?

I'm glad...glad to have him always, without fail, words of encouragement that he gave, the support and prayers that he gave. Just that day, i was having bad mood in the morning. As usual, he'll be my target. Instead of being defensive, he shared what he did that morning while preparing to go to work. He prayed, pray in tongues. He advice me to do the same. After that, i went to client's office and while driving, sing in tongues... very encouraging. Instead of mumbling about going all the way to jln. sg besi, i follow his advice. God is so so good. The traffic was good! better than what i expected.

Without fail, he direct me to God. without fail he is always there. Of cos, he is not my god. Jesus will still be my groom no matter what. I'm just very glad to have Lion.

So item no. 5, 50% fulfilled. half more to go *winks*... "Thank you Jesus, You have grant my half desire, well, almost...thank you for that man who has a fearful heart for You, who loves you."

"its sad, so sad, its a sad sad situation"

I found another interesting sport. Last week went futsal with the rest & IT WAS fUN!! manage to pass ball, & more like defend it alot. So i got this:-

'Paha lebam'

Hmm..very big patch of it on my thigh. I'm very prone to this. Out of no where i got blue black. Sometimes i forgot how i get it. Anyways, the ball chasing, snatching was good! I was excited & looking forward to it again 2 days ago, but then i couldn't play. My thigh was so painful to run. Muscle pull according to Lion & i got slight black out as well. Body felt cold & surrounding light became dimmer. Exactly the same experience when i was in Gasing Hill. To avoid all the 'drama' inside the futsal court, i walked out. Rest & rest, then jog abit, then do stretching, the jog abit, then try to go in & kick some ball, but, i just can't run for it. Feeling so disappointed. I became the time keeper instead (-__-)

This morning went to the clinic & did check up. I was reminded again about low blood pressure.. 'Oh YAH, i forgot'. That's how i told the doctor. She reminded me again about the blood pumping to blah blah blah....fast....& blah blah blah pumping out blood is slow...tats why you..blah blah blah.. i heard this for the 3rd time.

I can't seems to remember about the low blood pressure when i get excited over something. TOTALLY FORGOT!... oh well...i just don't know how to be calm when it suppose to be heart pumping, adrenaline rush & exciting moments.

EXCITED!! EXCITED!! *heart pumping*dup dup dup

Planing next year to go to Bangkok for the up 2010 BIG+BIH fair!!! Lotsa exciting, interesting gift to see!! love it!.. there will be lotsa stuff to see! designers stuff & it is good to shop for deco for events like birthday, engagement, wedding & etc... can't wait!!

I wish to see all of them, for eternity

Milo just recovered. A week ago, discover swollen lips then after few hours, she got a bump on her neck. The vet said it could be she got stung by bee or any insects & if not treated early it could affect her liver. Good thing she's alright now. All the panic-king, all the worry moments, really draw us closer to each other. After that incident, I can't wait to see Milo after my long day at work or church. She scare me... im just so so scare losing another loyal friend. I told Jesus, that i want to see my dogs in heaven.
Especially, my Junior. He was my first dog & he is like Courage the cowardly dog. Scare of anything!! from plastic bags to thunder & lightning. *lol*... We love to play with his micheline 'fats' on his neck..hehehhee...& he loves it, he don't complain, he just stood there & let us mollest him. hahahhaha...He is 1 gentle male dog..i love to see he wag his tail..not like other dogs who put on a happy face while wagging its tail, he looks shy & shook his head while wagging!! hahahhahaa... :D He whine when i walk away from the house...he escape from the house so many times, but we know he'll be back. He has the cutest ears! like the plane wings & Francis kept making fun of it.. *lol* Junior died at age 10. An unknown cancer took him away from us. Day by day he became skinnier just like cancer patient. Dad adviced me to put him to sleep. Day by day i ignore that. Then 1 saturday night, i came back from church he struggling to get up & balance himself, still wag his tail, he came towards me slowly & his mouth was bleeding at that time. Before he reach to me he collapse. Quickly i ran to him. He was breathing very heavily & his mouth was fill with thick saliva & blood. I knew its time. 'Junior, junior ar...' i was tearing when i call him. i pat him & i want him to know i'm here by his side. After a while, he pass on. This time i call his name even louder & shook his skinny body. No respond. I sat right there & cried.

Even blogging about it, i can still tear. *where's my tissue?* I miss him so much. No other dogs can replace my Junior. I hope to see him in heaven.

Alright, i better be off to gym..had a long day today... time to lessssssss lose....

The making of Chef Florence...*che*

Syok!!..mom came back for the merdeka weekend & it was good!...manage to catch up with big uncle & we were so awkward towards each other... need lotsa time to catch up. Mom won't be back for my birthday so i've asked her to stay for another day so that i can cook! for her...'Oh no!' that is what dad & bro say... (-____-)... what is wrong with it??!.. is edible oooOOOoookay!

On merdeka day, i woke up early, cleaned the front porch, sweep & mop the floor, then started the preparation. From 10am - 1pm...i was busy with the kitchen...so i've cooked Butter chicken (indian food), Garlic prawn with brandy, Rasam (indian soup) dad's & Lion's fav & curry long bean (cooked by popo).

Butter chicken (indian food)

Garlic prawn with Brandy

Mom gave 80%, popo, dad & the lion was speechless, bro ALWAYS got things to say (so i ignore him)... haih... mayb i should take a break before doing it again. But 1 dish capture their appetite. the Garlic prawn with brandy...

The winner!

I miss baking...

hypocrites, braces, merdeka holidays

Hypocrites, i can't stand them, nobody can i think...

Do you think it is right to talk bad about your staff to other people who has work related to the company??

Obviously the answer is WRONG!!

No matter how bad the staff did, we should always keep it to ourselves, internally. Wanna gossip oso (which is bad) not doing it outside but internally. The worse is, is the higher position person who did it!!..really use the 'buntut' to think!...

I shall not letting this get inside me...the good news is....................

THIS WEEK I GET TO WORK 4 DAYS ONLY! *yoooohoooo*

This friday gonna do braces for the bottom part.. & tightening. Hope Dr.Lee will be gentle with me..*giggle*

Mom will be back for merdeka holiday! yay!.. & im gonna cook for my family. Got 3 recipes from videojug.com. All of them will be my lab hamster!!...*muaahhahahahahha* I gotta prove to my popo that i can cook too!!

For many years my family never allow us to step inside the kitchen, according to them, that children will mess up the kitchen. Til now!... when i initiate to help, i can only help by cutting potatos, carrots....(-___-) so not fun!... so this merdeka holiday, chef florence will present to the family her cooking... *cheh cheh*...

No time!

Make time, how to make time when there is not enough?..maybe i'm too greedy... *lol* there are few things i'd like to do & also which i've been postponed it for quite some time.

~send my heels to the cobbler
~iron my clothes
~sew my black pants & lotsa buttons came off
~wash my car *embarrass*
~bring Milo for yearly check up & to spay her
~trim my hair
~facial!!! my last facial was before CNY :(
~fix a curtain in my room

Maybe i should make a list like this & put in front of the mirror as reminder.. *hmm*..

Oh dear, my second week of 'wearing braces' is really torturing. I got ulcers because of it & eating is not that fun anymore. People say that i will get use to it. How to?? Can't understand why people can wear it for years!!!.. anyways, 1 more tooth extraction to go before installing the bottom braces & do the tightening. Last week went & extracted 2. Now my pronunciation, wasn't that 'jun'.. esp any word that starts with SH & CH... 'bocor angin'... well, the ending is always good, best & satisfying. Now, i really miss singing... :(

Suppose to look forward to this end of the month, but.............haih... i shall not complain :p

August month = Dentist month

Hi! *ouch*....look what i *ouch* just did? *ouch*...BRACES!!.. Thank God went & did the upper part only yesterday. Think eating, talking & singing are more like a torture if i do it all. This is just the premier of what will be next. Going back to the Orthodontist next two weeks AGAIN!!.. & he has asked me to get my 3 tooth extract! so this sat & next sat will need to visit a dentist, AGAIN!...

The process of installing the metal brackets & wire are not that painful at all. Just the scalling. He is so rough!!!... my gum hurts. He is friendly, over friendly esp to gals i would say, but just too rough!.. No wonder May ee likes it. *LOL* *kidding*...

Now the feeling is, SHARP PAIN!! the metal ring is poking my mouth. Just had lunch & it wasn't that good at all. I have to mix the rice with the soup in order to eat. *haih*... the ending is good!!

Last week, i didn't get to see Lion til Thursday but then on Friday, we didn't manage to meet up. So i sms him saying 'dear, thought this week can see you more often so that you can see me w/out braces for the last time. *sad smiley* After monday, I'll be wearing braces for God knows how long *sad smiley*'..... Then he replied 'hehe, don't worry dear, it doesn't make a diffrent to me, I still love you mar..'...I tell you... how lar not melt?? Jesus, i thank you for him.

Congrats to us!

mmmmm...just don't know where to start... work has been really hectic nowadays, we just hired 2 workers & we're not happy at all with their performance. The pace is just too slow!!... My director (who always like to pin point ppl's weaknesses) says that they are useless! To me not to that extend, but they are just too slow, no sense of urgency, no initiative, is like come for the sake of working & waiting til the 6pm.. haih..

I can't believe i fell sick!... had only 3 hrs of zzz im like that, compare to 30hrs non-stop working, No fight!... was so scare it was H1N1 influenza. This morning i sang, Psalm 91 while driving to work, sounded like a frog. Amen!..No evil no terror shall fall on me...

Oh yah, how can i forget, our company has won the design award... 5 showunits submission & a show gallery, 3 was nominated. YAY!!!... i feel so proud. The lion was saying, 'wah, got award all, this year end bonus, sure fat fat lar?'........i really wish!!... all the late nights all...
Don't know why so blur.... haih...