Rest 'i lie down'

Blur…& more of it… so exhausted cos of work & by the end of the day, I’m so deaaaaaaaddddd tired! Few times I forgot to lock my car, forgot to apply nite cream, forgot about my lucy (hamster) who nearly die of starvation & much embarrass moment which I forgot to flush the toilet!!! *blushes* Sigh… mayb I have lotsa things in mind…(thinking too much) so distracting. *hmm*

Suddenly I feel so ‘alone’ . Though I’m busy with work & with church activities but somehow there’s emptiness. Have you ever come across such feeling? I’m occupied with lotsa schedule & plans but somehow, errr…loneliness… but when ppl asked, I just said ‘nothing’ mayb I’m just too lazy to share. Mayb it can’t be solve by talking/sharing. HAIH… ‘Lord, fill me with your unconditional love…fill whatever that is in me. I feel empty…I feel alone… I need some one to be by my side… & I’m sure only You. I want to dwell in your everlasting arms. Fill me lord’

‘I’m holding on you, not you on me’ I’m very glad to hear this… Chris gave a testimony about his dream 2nite ago. Saying that God is holding & watching over us & not what we can do (holding on to Him) but more about what He has done & the blessing that yet to come. I feel encouraged. Everytime we hear ourselves say, ‘I want to cling on to God, I want to run to Him, I will hold on to His promises’ is great that we have faith but not so much of what we want to do or can do BUT what Christ can do & what He has done. ‘It is finished’ by looking at the finished work of Christ, I feel I’m a champion. Yay!! Everything is settled. So does my work *smiles* What can we do? The more we try the more we feel frus… ‘REST’ ‘I can’t lord, but you CAN’…


Just can’t wait for the weekend. Mie will be home…& mayb with her presence, I’ll feel better. Looking forward to have her back.