Monday, April 11, 2005

I'm BACK!

Just a quick recap of what I’ve been doing for these past few weeks after the mission trip. I know I have neglect my blog for quite awhile…sorry friends!...hehe…I miss blogging too.

~ Candy, Chuan Yen & Pas.Sally birthday in March, right after the mission trip. Didn’t get anything for them except wishing them and prayed for them~

~Good Friday Service was good. Errmmm…not as good as what we did in Baguio. But Praise God that we still got that enthusiasm though the crowd wasn’t really encouraging. (what to do?!. Mostly all adults!!...Stone betul! Muka kaku!)~

~Sunday evening. Had a wonderful time with my gals!...yes! the three ‘S’ sisters. Well the reason for this outing is to celebrate Sab’s birthday, HAPPY B’LATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU GAL! Went out for a movie with Sung Ling & Sabrina. Finally I gotta watch Miss Congeniality!...muahahha! I give 3stars of out 5. After the movie, we went for a lil shopping, bought 2pairs of shoe & 2 watches! Don’t be surprise, there’s a lot nice & cheap stuff in KLCC. Met up with Suet Sam then we headed to Chilies. We dine, laugh, crack jokes (hamsap one) checking out cute guys. Hmmm…I think I’m the only one doing that. Muahaha!.. I think we shud plan more outing together. It’s fun!~

~The rest of the week was tiring for me. Work overtime for the entire week. I’m not surprise if boss ask us to work overtime for this whole week! Expected it. Missed gym on Monday.~

~Is Saturday!! Finally weekend! Gonna enjoy it kau kau!!..well I’m suppose to get some rest after all the hard work in the office, but I jus wanna have some fun! Is Saturday!!Message by Dr. Brendan Roach was great!...I’m so touched by his sharing. Defining moments. The weekend so far so good, until…things happen over the conversation with a friend of mine over the phone~

“I’m free Lord, free from doubt & confusion. But I feel so disappointed. I’ve taste the feeling of disappointment before. Not good at all. I still need you lord to go through it with me. ‘I will sore with you above the storm, Father you are king over the flood, and I will be STILL for you are my God’.”

~Sunday morning. My eyes! Ouch!!...swollen, triple eye lid, & dark circle!...my pillow is still wet!!... Been crying to God the whole night. He’s the best person to cry out to!... But looks like I really wanted to cry out some more. No time!...Church time!...Grandmother just came back from Singapore that morning. Told her to take a good rest. So went to church alone. Oh boy…I had a good cry during praise team. Is time to bring everything to God. Come boldly to His altar. Wash your guilt, disappointment & confusion away. Be cleanse & enjoy His presence~

~Monday morning. Today. I think I shud change pillow case. Is wet again. How can I cry when I’m sleeping. Pls!! Is not my saliva ok! *bleh* I’m strong in the Lord. I can overcome everything. Thanks to Peter’s sms. It does make me feel strong again. It says “ In times of difficulties, don’t ever say “God I have a big problem” but instead “Hey problem I have a big God” This is what I learn from Kingdom Grace, “The bigger the problem/disappointment is, the biggest the breakthrough” Oh man…tats just lifted me up. *big smile*~

~OT again!!! Arrgghhh!...I’m down with flu…pls pray for me thanks..~

7 comments:

Angeline Choo said...

dear. REST REST REST! God is your strength.. :)

Jamie said...

Whoaarrr...quite the emotional roller coaster you've been on. Don't fret and be discouraged, my dearie.

Jesus is your strength...and we are your friends here to be the shoulders to cry on & hugging posts.

Jamie said...

and, yes...keeping you in prayer for healing.

fl0rlee said...

thanks so much gals...thanks for ya comfort..i'm ok now..time wil heal everything with God's grace of cos. :) i needed a hug now..

L said...

hey flo, good to hear u're blogging again! watever u are going thru, it's only temporary... sometimes it's things like these that make us stronger in the future.
i dun haf much advice, since we dunno much... but i do know that we're all here to support u, whatever it is. Oh, and of course our God will never let u down too :)
Get well soon!!

grac said...

*hugs*

fl0rlee said...

Thnaks so much lyd!..you're rite..i'm strong. 1 The 5:18..give thanks..

Grac! *hugs*