Bad Sunday..

Hello!! Hello!! Wassup!!wassup!!

Muahahaa!..nope I’m not crazy over something. Just want to rejoice in the midst of difficulties and also tight schedule for Baguio trip. I was down these couple of days..due to practices and “woman thing”.

Thank God for the rain!!..Its been so hazy nowadays... GONE MAD HOT!! ...It rained so heavily on Sunday morning & i was awake by it. "Sunday mornin, rain is fallin" by Maroon5.

Everything seems to be normal last week, busy with work, practices after work and Vibrant Youth Service…but I blew it off yesterday. Yes, I’m talking about my mood swing. Sigh..I dunno what’s got into me nowadays…I was in a bad mood the whole Sunday, yesterday. I tried to ‘be chill’. But I just blew it in front of my care member. Poor Linus was my first victim.

Me: Morning Linus, how are you? *ask nicely* How come I don’t see you in care group yesterday? By the way, did you know there’s a care grp yesterday?
Linus: Ermm…Sorry I was with johnathan (the other jon not jonteh), we went up to the main hall…..and….

And before he could finish his sentence,..i fired him!

Me: For what reason you went up to main hall??...you didn’t know care grp is at this level room 8/7?? Come follow me I’ll show you where’s room 7&8 *totally raise up my voice*

Before he could say anything again..i added in…

Me: You should know by now, where’s the care group, this is room 7 and this is room 8,*pointing at the rooms*. Is not a good excuse to skip care grp. I’ve been waiting for 35mins..but still no one come for care grp until Esther shows up. Sigh..you gotta take care grp seriously Linus.

Linus: *Smiling* Errr…yes Florence..so sorry..

I just went off for my kingdom grace class.That’s it I just went off!!!...Boy..i was so fired up!...but after that I feel guilty..i wanna apologies to Linus. “Hey Linus, if you’re reading this, I’M SORRY”

After the class..i just wanna go home and rest. I was darn tired!!..i don’t really talk much except during da class. I was quiet.. I had a face that telling others to ‘BACK OFF!’…My friends don’t actually get affected by it. But my close friend does. He notice I was being cold to him…but I wasn’t being cold just to him, but to others too..Sigh..

Well I went home, nap for an hour, then head back to church for music practice til 5pm! After this, we’re supposed to go to Francis’s place to celebrate his birthday. Parker was there & needed direction to his place. So I asked him to tail my car to peter’s place. He said something that I don’t really wanna hear. He's my 2nd victim (kambing korban)

Me: Parker, you follow my car to peter’s place, and then from there you can hop in to francis’s place.
Parker: Oh ok..but I needed to pump petrol first.
Me: HUH?? Pump petrol??...why don’t you pump it before you come to church? Why must you do it now?? *raise up voice again*
Parker: I didn’t know mah…*innocent voice*
Me: WHICH PETROL STATION???
Parker: Shell la..
Me: WHICH SHELL??
Parker: The one we use to have ‘tai chow’ la…
Me: I DUNO WHERE LAH…SO HOW NOW??
Parker: You follow me lah…
Me: Arghhhh…okokla…make it a quick one.

OMG!!!..Wat’s got into me!!!! Oh Lord!!

When we arrived at peter’s place, I apologies to him…Phew…he said I look fierce! Ahhahhaa!

I’m tired, unstable mood & hungry. These are all I can describe about me at that time. Yes..is ‘that time of the month’

At francis’s place, everyone is ready to be thrown into the pool except for me, Jamie & angeline. Our ‘aunty’ came to visit us, so can’t go for a swim. Pheewww!!...hahaha

Went home at 12am. And kissed my bed at 12.30am. Hoping that I will feel better tomorrow. I told God what happened and doze off.

“Lord Jesus, I don’t know what’s got into me, I thank you, you still accept me for who I am despite of my weaknesses. I’ve done stupid & nonsense things…yet I’m still precious in your sight. I wanna feel better this week. I don’t to be in a bad mood again!...thank you Lord”