Arrgghhh!! Im so angry..sad..confused..& jealous. I was there in my dad’s room watching my favourite Chinese show. He just got home & normally I greeted him with my childish voice & action..Just to show that I’m welcoming him home. He didn’t say much.
I brought out a file with lotsa files consider my car. Insurance, road taxes & bills bills & bills. Dad wanted me to photocopy some of the documents & asking me about the road tax slip…I told him I’ve already pasted on the front screen…but he was saying something else…I guess I must have accidentally throw it away. He scolded me for being so careless. I explained to him that nobody tells me to keep it…and I thought is useless. He’s so harsh & loud. He must be in the bad mood.
But when my bro came in to the room, my dad kinda talk to him nicely… WHAT DA???!!... I took all the documents & heading back to my room. I slammed the door. Why?? Why he must be so harsh at me??... is not the first time. I’m learning too!...could you just guide me & advice me g-e-n-t-l-y??... I needed a father to guide me, to embrace me. Not to being harsh at.
"Lord, you're the One that i can trust and rest on..I will always look up upon you..I forgive my dad =~( ...I know you'll never forsake me...I needed you so much now Lord. I needed your warm hug, your embrace, & your love NOW!"
2 comments:
hey flo... sometimes when situations like these happen, we can still pray and hope for the best. I hope today's daily devotion may shine some light upon what you're going through? Will be keeping you in prayer too :)
thanks lyd!..=).im ok now..just that sometimes..this things jus hurt us so badly..esp someone you loved & always look upon too..but i know my dad loves me..=)
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