Tired...I just can’t explain why I feel tired.. Is it because today is Monday? Hmm..May be I’m just upset about what had happened yesterday... I bought a cake for my dad to celebrate his 50th birthday... Before we depart from home to where we suppose to have dinner with my dad’s side family, I told him, I bought a cake for him to celebrate with aunties & uncles... He asked me why I must bring it over? Why do I need to buy a cake? May be he doesn’t want everyone to know about real age... I was upset... I thought it will be fun/daughter & father bonding. BUT!!...sigh...I was not very happy during the dinner.. Told one of my aunt about it, she said may be because my granddad passed away not long ago, so my dad wanted to pay respect. Hmm.. respect??? To my grandad??..OH pls!!..He’s now with Jesus!..Well I guess I need to understand Chinese custom.. I really duno what’s my dad thinking. He’s so quiet during the dinner..he hardly talk to anyone..and played with his mobile phone. He must be tired I guess... I duno...I wanna know what is he thinking, I wanna care about him, I loved him..Sometimes I just hope that we could have that father & daughter bonding again... Like what we use to play with each other when I was still young... I know now I’m a big gal, but I missed those times when I was young. *tears run down* Pls do pray for my family. Thanks.
“Lord, you know how I feel. I pray that you will restore my family. I love them so much, and I know I can’t compare my love with yours for them. You die for them. You said that I shall not worry about them because you’re lifting them up and you loved them. I thank God for your faithfulness”
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